it` s ok. I understood who am I and it hasn` t caught on yet but! it will! it will! – I want an empty body – empty stomach and clean lungs and soft, weightless hair and glowing skin and I want to be light without a muscle in my body, just flowing through space and time. like a shell of skin. I want an apartment with plants and a view of beautiful roofs of the city. soft and quiet – a cave of sweetness. I want to be beautiful and free and pure and unknown. I want to draw something pure and weak. I am weak or maybe I just want to be. alone and quiet I am weak, but I want to be pure when I’m loud and chaotic too.